me. myself. i

well, 2004 is coming to a close. many ups and just as many downs, if not more. i must say 2004 had been a rather eventful year. met many new friends, and got into the jc of my choice for the first few months. that's definitely one of the ups. i've grown more with myself, knowing how and what i feel deep inside. yup.

downs... i'd rather not say. but there have been sad moments in my life, most of which i spent alone, walking back home from school. yup.. some of these moments were quite fruitful too, in a way.

as with all memories, the most recent are the ones that are most clearly recalled. making new friends, getting used to a new lifestyle, changing to a more extrovert personality instead of my current introverted one.

how time flies. it seems not too long ago, i entered fairfield for the first time. now, i am leaving. how has it changed me? well, besides the obvious aspects of becoming more educated, i guess it has also opened up my scope of friends, depth and maturity of thought. well, i'll definitely miss all friends back in fairfield. i'll miss the fairfield building as well. oh, memories.

well, 2005 lies ahead of me. what can i look foreward to? a different me, more friends, more education. but that's just the more worldly aspects, no? the human psyche is much, much deeper. looks like i'll have much more thinking to do. till then, happy new year everyone. =)