tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60721502011-04-22T03:49:19.487+08:00me. myself. imy lifeArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.comBlogger481100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1111880518025187882005-03-27T07:36:00.000+08:002005-03-27T07:41:58.026+08:00mmm 23 days without blogging. i didn't blog for so long i nearly forgot my password.well, school's been rather okay i guess. taking bcme now, quite happy with it. otherwise.. i guess the first 3 months is a waste of time larh. ya... horrible waste of time. okay so we did learn some stuff. so we did make new friends. what about those who left? i honestly donno lorh. like, its so hard to let go, Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1109950042082099642005-03-04T23:20:00.000+08:002005-03-04T23:27:22.083+08:00wahahaha. 9 pts!flute grade 4!ac!yea i guess that's about it.Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1109331107973643272005-02-25T19:29:00.000+08:002005-02-25T19:31:47.973+08:00"Little Lotte thought of everything and nothing. Her hair was golden as the sun's rays and her soul as clear and blue as her eyes. She wheedled her mother, was kind to her doll, took great care of her frock and her little red shoes and her fiddle, but most of all loved, when she went to sleep, to hear the Angel of Music."While the old man told this story, Raoul looked at Christine's blue eyes andArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1108995506270935582005-02-21T22:17:00.000+08:002005-02-21T22:18:26.273+08:00lala. many things been happening lately, nothing very important though. firstly, results are coming out soon, yup. very exciting indeed, with the discussion on various colors of envelopes and the mailing of certain materials to your home. well, yah. other than that, school's not terribly exciting. i've got baljeet as a chem lecturer curently, and she's HORRIBLE. firstly, her accent is horrible. Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1107435390861545672005-02-03T20:56:00.000+08:002005-02-03T20:56:30.863+08:00i saw a blind man at the bus stop today. not that its very interesting, but the idea of being blind is.
the sense of sight is something we all cant live without. its something that is essential for survival. yet how do people like him get by? just closing my eyes and walking down the road makes me feel extremely vulnerable, wanting to open my eyes again. but what if you have no choice? the only Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1107339050364040252005-02-02T18:07:00.000+08:002005-02-02T18:10:50.363+08:00You are a packet of soy sauce. No, not a bottle,and not real soy sauce, but that flavored,colored, salt water they call soy sauce.You're not giving life your all, are you?Somethings holding you back. Somethingskeeping you form truely being happy. You'vebeen diluted. Not the true you. Find whatsdistilled you, and be real soy sauce one day.
The Whats In Your Kitchen Personality Test brought Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1106661282397657382005-01-25T21:06:00.000+08:002005-01-25T21:54:42.396+08:00*gasp* could this be the reason why i'm feeling so down? anyway, many things i wanted to write down here. maybe.. it isn't appropriate now to do so, so that's why i've lost all inspiration to do so. well, band was kinda sucky today. don't really know why. but.. i guess it'll be better after a while.
hrm. well, i guess nothing significant happened today. only.. i was thinking about life on the Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1106397030535890522005-01-22T19:34:00.000+08:002005-01-22T20:30:30.536+08:00this week in school has been rather okay, i guess. yea. lectures and tutorials are boring, but i guess its only a matter of getting used to. i like my class lots! they're fun ppl to hang around with and talk to. yup. a very vibrant lot. i always DREAD going to the 5th floor and above for lessons. its so... urgh. high up.
had my first taste of mass PE the day before. it was really.. tiring. yea.Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1105115199443516452005-01-08T01:23:00.000+08:002005-01-08T00:26:39.443+08:00i dont even know what's happening to me. i've changed more these 5 days than in 4 years. why?
i wish i could type everything, but somehow, my mind feels blank...
met form class and teacher today. class looks fun, nice and cosy. i volunteered for a class position, but now i'm regretting it. why?
what is happening to me?
perhaps this change is for the better, or maybe not. how will i know? i'veArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1105024328560368172005-01-06T23:10:00.000+08:002005-01-06T23:12:08.560+08:00mmm. today's the 4th day of AC orientation. i must say, it has been both fun and tiring, getting to play many dirty (physically) games and all. yup. i've never slept so little in my life. =(
well. i guess that's it for now. i'll update again when i have more energy. pfft.
Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1104509126844728192004-12-31T23:51:00.000+08:002005-01-01T00:05:26.843+08:00well, 2004 is coming to a close. many ups and just as many downs, if not more. i must say 2004 had been a rather eventful year. met many new friends, and got into the jc of my choice for the first few months. that's definitely one of the ups. i've grown more with myself, knowing how and what i feel deep inside. yup.
downs... i'd rather not say. but there have been sad moments in my life, most ofArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1103902980501078792004-12-24T23:37:00.000+08:002004-12-24T23:43:00.503+08:00mmm. i havent blogged for so long. 3 weeks. heh. well, lots of stuff happened in the past 3 weeks. i shall summarise, starting with those that i can remember.
i got into acjc. my mind still bears scars of doc lee saying "your life is mine"fsb band farewell! running around singapore was fun. but tiring!besides that, i had numerous acjc band practices, all of which were, rather noisy. sws Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1102172366158579112004-12-04T22:59:00.000+08:002004-12-06T17:05:20.733+08:00what can i say?
i've destroyed it.
trust.
once there, now gone.
maybe it was wrong.
but there's no turning back now,
gotta look foreward.
what lies ahead,
no one can fathom.more hurt?
more pain? or sunshine after the rain?
in my heart
moments after
sank a weight
of immesurable saddness.
relapse of sin
retry again.
yes, i truly am
Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1100172015126753272004-11-11T19:19:00.000+08:002004-11-11T19:23:37.730+08:00how to get your face/name/idea on tv:
paste posters all around bus stops. if it won't get the attraction of commuters, it'll get the attraction of the uncles and aunties who work at the bus stop. by then, you'll know that someone is, to put it nicely, appreciating what you do - they might even get OT pay! (and you might have many aunties and uncles calling you in the middle of the night cursing Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1099835679891026042004-11-07T21:54:00.001+08:002004-11-07T21:54:39.890+08:00personality test....Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1099835647920896592004-11-07T21:54:00.000+08:002004-11-07T21:54:07.920+08:00personality test....Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1098186510246727312004-10-19T19:48:00.000+08:002004-10-19T19:48:30.246+08:00blue man!Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1098186472844266262004-10-19T19:47:00.000+08:002004-10-19T19:47:52.843+08:00well, i wanted to post all the photos that i had taken in here, but i realised that some of them were not very appropriate yea. well, here's the blue man from our classroom. our class had lots of fun making him sodomize the red man, whom you can see is unside down. yup. during the exam and post exam. i guess we're just too stressed. well, from that explanation, i guess it kinda..... represents myArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1098185778206784342004-10-19T19:36:00.000+08:002004-10-19T19:36:18.206+08:00well i'll probably get screwed sh*tless if elim sees this picture. but, i dont care. there you go. a picture perfect moment from the friends at happytamponfriends, the antifairfield websiteArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1098185468328626262004-10-19T19:31:00.000+08:002004-10-19T19:31:08.326+08:00lala. back to where i left off, maybe about 1 month ago? man my posts are getting further and further apart. after prelims, we had lessons as usual. teachers were slack and so no one really bothered about lessons, i guess. teachers gave us past year exam papers from other schools as if they were free. well, maybe they are. we students pay for them anyway. yup
study break has begun, and i'm Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1096374078311688662004-09-28T19:35:00.000+08:002004-09-28T20:21:54.073+08:00okay. i'm feeling damn depressed now la. screw prelims. shucks man, my results are real sucky. =(
well, i've been too lazy to blog, and i admit it. ya. been what, twenty days. well, those days were mostly taken up by prelims anyway, so there isn't much to talk about. yup. i think prelims must have been one of the slackiest days in school. not many friends to go home with. ya.
went back to sws Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1094741179334313242004-09-09T20:30:00.000+08:002004-09-09T22:46:19.333+08:00sigh. how fast time flies. well, there have been many things on my mind that i haf wanted to share with all my beloved *cough* fans *cough*. well. yup. firstly, my prelims have already started despite the 1 week hol. and.. i've slacked away majority of the week on gunbound, spawn comics and my musical instruments.
well, by talking to qingyun and company i have totally lost all inspiration for Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1093700108254427542004-08-28T21:06:00.000+08:002004-08-28T21:35:08.253+08:00mmm. nice day today. yup. the past few weeks have been hectic. everyday come home study and be a nerd. ya.. SO BORING. stupid singapore education. urgh. was this the outcome that they wabted? the thinking that eveyrone else out there in singapore is their competitor, and that only one person can reach the top. its just foolish to mug so hard. just for that stupid piece of paper. maybe i'll go Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1092743644311494462004-08-17T19:39:00.000+08:002004-08-17T19:54:04.310+08:00mmm. the usual i guess. too lazy to blog thus no entries for a long long time. sorry to my devoted devotees! i'm back! and i'll tell you my life story to drool.... i mean. read over.
mmm. got back my chinese results not too long ago. yup. not too well, but my tuition teacher didn't expect me to pass either. yea. c5 and a pass for my oral. guess... my oral skills were not that satisfactory to Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1091717728871225892004-08-05T22:31:00.000+08:002004-08-05T22:55:28.870+08:00mm. roar! havent updated for quite sometime. nothing much going on in life anyway. no new crushes, no new.. uh.. things to update about. Prelims around the corner and i havent covered much.. yup. gonna DIE
uh. life coming on okay. don quite understand some things though. how the human mind works. why we're here. but i guess i will someday. someday..
prayed for a close friend
hope he will be Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1091112464095537072004-07-29T22:12:00.000+08:002004-07-29T22:47:44.096+08:00what to post.. its been.. what.. one month. one month since i recieved you into my life. one month since i first touched you. aiya. what crap. its one month since i got my flute! how time passes lo. so fast one month. i'd rate my flute skills, on a scale of 10, with 1 being the lowest and 10 the highest.. 2. yup. 2. progress is slllooooowww. prelims coming up... can only play when i take my Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1090163550633286722004-07-18T22:58:00.000+08:002004-07-18T23:12:30.633+08:00sigh. i thought we had gone through the time of comparing. but i was wrong. i wish that i was perfect, and that i could do whatever that you asked for, but perfect i am not, and i know that perfect i will never be. i can never do what you ask for, and i regret. i regret accepting this life. regret coming into this world. no, i do not regret, for regrets are but unnecessary worries in life. i wishArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1089629649809224432004-07-12T18:13:00.000+08:002004-07-12T18:54:09.810+08:00i think i have found who i'm supposed to find in life. you're always there for me when i'm feeling down, when i have my sucky moments in life you're always there.. when i cry you dry my tears. every night, you offer me your shoulder to lean on. you have such a great figure too.. so slim and pretty. you're such a great hugger too. i always feel extremely happy when i'm hugging you. we were Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1089288170091217942004-07-08T20:02:00.000+08:002004-07-08T20:02:50.090+08:00what's that?Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1089287956826946742004-07-08T19:59:00.000+08:002004-07-08T19:59:16.826+08:00oh no! what have i done!Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1089041014645265492004-07-05T23:22:00.000+08:002004-07-05T23:23:34.646+08:00mm. life's been rather... wierd these days. true, life has its ups and downs, but when life's supposed to be happy, why does it still have those down moments? i guess... its another of those questions that i'll never be able to answer on my own.
i bet u must have seen the 'new' addition to my babies. yup. that's my parents gift to me for my birthday. so.. wow right. even though its 2nd hand.. iArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1089039809812763332004-07-05T23:03:00.000+08:002004-07-05T23:03:29.813+08:00qy's present for me. wormie!Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1088949451525890072004-07-04T21:57:00.000+08:002004-07-04T21:57:31.526+08:00my babies!Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1088949369920200262004-07-04T21:56:00.000+08:002004-07-04T21:56:09.920+08:00martin's present for me.. and its daddy.Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1088043766055991402004-06-24T10:20:00.000+08:002004-06-24T10:22:46.056+08:00mmm. nothing much's been happening lately. ya.. holidays wad. what can u expect.
anyway, life's full of homework. ya.... boring. teachers juz dump hw on us and expect us to have alot of time to finish it up. i just feel that its totally unfair. =( esp for students who have to take the time for CCA almost the whole day in the first half of the hols.
lala. life is boring. Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087307722485545922004-06-15T21:55:00.000+08:002004-06-15T21:55:22.486+08:00QingYun and MartinArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087307416692890672004-06-15T21:50:00.000+08:002004-06-26T21:03:30.586+08:00Me and Alston (with my screwed up blazor)Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087305994434314122004-06-15T21:26:00.000+08:002004-06-15T21:35:11.466+08:00Family Photo.Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087305835091619282004-06-15T21:23:00.000+08:002004-06-15T21:23:55.090+08:00(From left) ZhenRong, Michelle, Phoebe, ShiBin's eye, Joshua Lim, Yunling, Me, Alston, QingYun and Issac Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087305688181518532004-06-15T21:21:00.000+08:002004-06-15T21:21:28.180+08:00(From left) Me, YuRong, Genevive, Phoebe, QingYun, YunLing, XianEn and Kathryn Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087229513486404362004-06-15T00:11:00.000+08:002004-06-15T00:11:53.486+08:00(from left) QingYun, YongThieng, Phoebe, Me and YunLing Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087229452907472412004-06-15T00:10:00.000+08:002004-06-15T00:10:52.906+08:00me and martin. Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1087228662745523842004-06-14T23:57:00.000+08:002004-06-14T23:57:42.746+08:001 year and 4 months
that's approximatemly 485 days.
just think. its an awful long time to be labelled an FSB-ian. throughout these days.. i must say i've had the best times of my life. making more friends, enjoying making music together. even my personality has changed. from being the shy me to more open. band has really played a very great part in my life thus far. all the friends, and all Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1086964275524290482004-06-11T22:14:00.000+08:002004-06-11T22:31:15.523+08:00sinking further. mood? i dont know. maybe its already normal for me to feel this way. a mix of anger, being pissed and not wanting to just let go of everything. i'm not ready. its just too short
day as usual. went with shengyang to clementi to get a pair of shoes for him.. his black shoes no laces one. den so poor thing, muz go buy another pair. haha. nvm la. he was fun to walk around with. he Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1086880867216820782004-06-10T23:12:00.000+08:002004-06-10T23:21:07.216+08:00lies. all lies.
i thought you really knew what it was like for me. i thought you understood. no. is what we do not for the same cause? i think its just a selfish decision for you to make. is not what we make music? fine. maybe u have the skills that i dont. you have the style. i dont. it is, after all, not about style. its about music. people want to be better than you. they're working hard to Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1086788206392228072004-06-09T21:24:00.000+08:002004-06-09T21:36:46.393+08:00mm. lotsa stuff happened today
first, i woke up late for band. then rushed to school without breakfast. when i reached school, the sec 4s that were playing for the special item were totally not there. what a waste of time.
band was SUCKY. i tell you. i have never experienced such musical torture before. wait. not musical torture. just torture. sounds so yucks and the concert is in what, 4 daysArthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1086707159420841352004-06-08T22:59:00.000+08:002004-06-08T23:05:59.420+08:00never be afraid to make mistakes. after all, you learn from them.
had band today. rushed out the charity concert poster for ms ng.. ya. looks quite okay la. haha. den after that rushed for band.
nuttin much for band, aircon was freezing, as usual. ran through the pieces, as usual. william's conducting el camino. haha. something unexpected. quite fun. =)
this post is so short. mm. went for Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6072150.post-1068692043338819222004-06-01T21:54:00.000+08:002004-06-02T08:30:48.166+08:00lala. will be moving my site here from now on. mmm.. not everything is done yet. links not up, history not fully done. but it'll get done.. eventually. =) Arthurhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07342977646778536621noreply@blogger.com0